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Sometimes

12/06/2020 by Aruni

Sometimes

Sometimes it is hard to find words.
Sometimes they never stop.

Sometimes I pop out of bed,
Readied
For
Whatever.

Sometimes—more and more—
Getting up
Seems
Unusually
Futile.

Then I do,

And I do
The
Day
With
Gratitude—
Eventually.

Sometimes I push
Through
And I
Am
Able
To
See

The beauty
The sun
The birds
The grace.

Sometimes
The jumpstart
Into seeing
Is just
Harder.

Sometimes
I can let go
And it is
So
Beyond-easy.

Sometimes
I
Struggle
And
Continue
To
Struggle.

It’s all true.
It’s all inevitable.
It’s all sacred.

~~~
I am all parts of this equation.

I am
The one who struggles,
And fights inside,
And
Wants
IT
(the moment!)
To be
Different.

I am.
Also…
I truly am
The one who trusts
Beyond-trust.

Truly,
I am such trust,
Such grace,
Such
Evidenced-based data
That
Blessings
Are
Upon
Me.

It’s all true,
Ridiculously
True.

It seems
The only
Commitment
Needed
On this journey
Of healing
Is to
See
All parts
Of me.

To see them,
To honor them,
To allow them,
To befriend them,

And to lean
Into
The
Grace.

The only keys
It seems
To unlocking
This bazaar
Gig
Of living human
We
Have
Chosen

Is…

To be willing
To look
To practice not judging
(except when we do),

And to keep
Coming
Back.

To
Breath,
To
Prayer,
To
The
Tether
Of
The
Moment.

Keep coming back
To the moment.

~~~
Allowing the fear is
The doorway
To a faith
That works.

Abiding our humanity
Is
The doorway
To Grace.

~~~
Inspiration?

This has been a week of somewhat limited inspiration for me. I’m not sure why, better news does hover on the horizon. The possibilities and realities of a vaccine?  The inevitability of an inauguration?  The futility of a phony coup?

All good.  Yet—oh!  I remember: this time is unprecedented.  I never lived in a spiraling and exploding pandemic before.  OH!

Maybe that’s why my inspiration level has been a bit tapped.

Here is a lovely, lovely thing, from Carol in Canada, and the piece that her social justice choir is working on:

 

~~~
Puppy Joy?

Niki the Dog has requested a hiatus on filming.  She expressed her concern that having an end goal in our play (creating a video for you) was taking me out of the experience itself.  A wise little munchkin.

Some day when you are least expecting it, a Niki-Tape will appear!

Here is her newest shot-of-the-day.

Photo by Barbara Schmick

~~~
Wisdom Circles?
Just for next week only, our Wisdom Circle will be held on Thursday the 10th, @ 4:00 EST rather than at 2:00.

After that, for the rest of the month, we will resume our schedule with Thursdays, at our usual 2:00:

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Let us connect, weave our hearts, our voices, our experiences together in this elegant and simple form.  Donations as you are able.

http://coacharuni.com/thursdaycircles/

~~
Dear Friends,

Be safe and well.  Let us ride the waves of this time, one day at a time, one breath at a time, with practice, with kindness, and with relaxation, as best we can.

Be safe,
Be well—
All blessings,
Aruni

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